Hello random human being(s) currently reading a blog by a random person you more than likely do not know! The internet is so… conflicted. A lot of people feel so safe on the internet,, almost like it is a second home. That is not at all bad! Yeah, fresh air, sunlight, etc. you need, but you also need to feel safe.
On the other hand, so many people feel trapped by a hurricane of nasty comments, stalkers, and the feeling of endless knowledge. I'm going completely cliché here but who has watched Pretty Little Liars? These four young teens/ adults are being stalked by someone who, no matter what they do, will not disappear. Some people don't have to imagine what that would feel like, because they are going through/ went through that.
How do you feel about the inernet? Is it a safe space for you, or a living nightmare? Hell, it could even be the grey place in between. I know I have mixed emotions about the internet.
Onto another subject because this blog is like the person writing it, completely, utterly, undeniably random!
Has anyone read a book, gotten to the middle and just decided, "this is the book I shall reread for centuries"? If not, then how about a movie? Is everyone on the same page now? I hope so! Well, I am so close to finishing this one book about a gender fluid teen and it is amazing!
I cannot stand cliché stuff (yet I am writing a blog?) but recently, my best friend decided to force me into the the life of millions by helping me make a Snapchat. Curses to the day I ever allowed her to set it up for me. I now must wake up each morning and remember to send out "streaks". Is it just me, or are the teenagers of the 20-teens being brainwashed by new social standards. Thank the unicorns I am socially awkward!
Has anyone ever been to the mall when it is crowded, and your best friend is making you dress nice (and doesn't even let you wear your favorite hoodie?! Madness, I say, MADNESS!) so everyone is staring at you? Add in social anxiety and your day's good mood has plummeted. That is why I only go on days when I'm pretty sure it should be less crowded. And I make sure to bring my favorite hoodie.
There is one question you are dying to ask, I can tell. Maybe you have even guessed. "Is this online blogger brain washing me with their amazing, anti-social ways?" The answer is no, mostly because I can't find the technology to do so yet. Sorry to disappoint.
Does anyone reading this have OCD? How bad is your OCD? I have OCD but I feel like mine is very different. The stereotype that I hear a lot is people with it are afraid of germs. I am not saying I will use the same fork/spoon/knife for my macaroni and apple sauce (the thought of mixing my food makes me shudder) but I wouldn't say I am afraid of germs. I'm more OCD towards disorganization and odd numbers. I can just imagine someone who decides they don't like me messaging me odd numbers. "An OCD afraid of odd numbers? *types string of odd numbers!"
I am currently letting my playlist on my phone lead my thoughts and just as Taylor Swift's You Belong With Me came on, my crush texted me. FATE!
Anyway, I feel like maybe I should stop here? I have never had a blog before, only a multitude of journals. So is here where I say goodbye and sign of? It is? Okay!
Until the next imaginary unicorn visits me,
OCD Keyboard out!
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